This is the first time I’ve cut. I couldn’t deal with things anymore. I broke down. I hold things in. Hold them in, push them down, deeper and deeper until they form giant knots in my stomach. Giant knots I can’t get rid of. This made made me feel so much better, I can’t even explain it but I am in pieces, absolute pieces. I hate myself. I’m too fat. I’m too ugly. I’m too weird. I feel like tumblr is the only place where people will understand why I did this. I have no one to go to. I feel so alone